| old lady, the devil et al. |
[déc. 22e, 2009|10:02 pm] |
1. i remember being in a foreign country, running away from something with a group of people. discussion about how we may never be able to go back. seeing these random and strange statues. walking up this sandy hill while the others walk an easier path beside me. i think i was approaching a church or some religious place then an old lady to my left extends her hand to me, i don't know who she is or why she's helping me but she and i know i can't go into the place where i'm headed. the dream ends by a very vivid moment of our hands finally touching and i suddenly wake up in tears.
2. which actually happened first: i was at some strange concert. i don't really remmeber too much about it...i remember there was a lot of strange stuff happening. ahh, can't remember.
3. strange occurence in a strange building that i think was supposed to be from a soap opera. i was walking through it and i think i was trying to escape something, there was this crowd of people, i'm not sure what they were there for but i remmeber trying to get away from them. ther'es so much more to this dream but unfortunately i can't characterize it.
the last one was the most vivid and strange, i was in the forest with leo, and i walked away from him to go somewhere. as i was walking i was confronted with a man with glowing eyes, i knew right way that he was the devil and he was approaching me and i was so scared i tryed to run but he got me and took me to his land in this weird property while i was there i think i was his servant but i somehow escaped. before i did he was showing me and leo a recording of me in my every day life, but it was on a day that i knew i had cheated on leo with this boy, that was part of the first part of the dream i think, where i was cheating on leo with this young boy, i left before getting to this part of the recording but i knew he'd get to it and i saw leo leaving with his backpack on after he found out, he was going to leave me but somehow ran into me in some store, i think there was icecream involved somehow the devil catches up to us and now we're on this train but the train is going over water and we're now traveling with the devil and this child and i go to another car to wrap this like chapstick stick in plastic the devil caught me and told me how sick of me he was and then threw me and leo off the train into the water and we were in some far away land, which turned out to be some place in france it was almost tropical and hilly and strange and i rmemeber leo saying that it looked familiar like from a place in a photo that he had. and we ended up meeting people we knew there. the part of the dream where i was with the devil in his home i remember understanding how i was supposed to be somehow confronting my sins...i wish i could give more details but by now they;re faded and jumbled...
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i don't know how long ago i had this one but i need to write it down, it has to do with the shaman. i was reminded if it while takling to someone about ayahuasca...in my dream i was blessing myself the way the shaman blessed me and i'm not sure if she was there or not but i remmber thinking to myself that a. i know how to do this and b. i know why she did what she did to me. it was a very vivid dream and i remmeber feeling the leaves brushing against my skin... |
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| more baba quotes |
[déc. 14e, 2009|05:30 pm] |
when you are under the spell of illusion, you see the world as seperate from god. you don´t see divinity as the principle underlying everything in the world, and as a result, you become afraid and find it impossible to surrender yourself comepletely.
If you develop within yourself the sacred and lofty idea, ´i am god´ you will not be bothered by anything; nothing can come in your way. Of course, it is of no use to merely utter these words. You must first overcome your body consciousness and maintain a firm control over your senses. |
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| sai baba |
[déc. 14e, 2009|04:13 pm] |
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"The whole world is illusion, all attachments are illusion, family life is illusion, death is illusion, all that you see and think is illusion¨." |
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